Hallo my dear f-list :)
I’m feeling really good these days (actually I’m a little bit sick and I’m coughing and sniffing all the time, but emotionally I’ve been feeling good) and I just wanted to post here :)
This morning I had an early walk in the park and for the first time I felt like… like here and now is somewhere I belong. I’ve never really felt this way before. For me here – my town, my country was always a place that just wasn’t right for me. I’ve always felt distant from the present, I’ve always felt like I’m far away from here. And now, this morning, I really feel I was wrong. I feel I belong here and now.
And now I realize that getting accepted in Sofia University is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I didn’t really appreciate it when I found out I was accepted… Of course I was cheerful then, but my mind was on different things, I thought about Maria all the time and never really felt happy. And now I realize how lucky I am that I got accepted. I can’t imagine my life if I hadn’t.
And the uni is going really, really great so far. It’s been only three weeks, but it’s great. The professors are nice and great and talk about interesting things, the classes are funny, but also interesting and my fellow-students are just great. There already are 10 or 15 people I like hang out with and two boys I can call friends. It’s kinda funny friendship, because the other are already calling us “the trio” and asking if we had studied in the same school or the same town or if we are roommates and we are none of these things. And it’s so funny when they are both talking to be about totally different things and I’m saying things like “Yes, Philip, I read your e-mail yesterday and no, Chavdo, Sylar doesn’t kill Maya.” :D
And also I’m feeling really happy for having my tv-fellow-person Aniko in my life. ^^ The biggest part of me feeling calm and peaceful these days is knowing that if something happens, if I fall into this dark and terrible place again, there will be someone that will drag me up from there and will tell me that it’s worth saving me :) And that’s more then most of the people on this earth have.
And Desperate Housewives and Heroes are just AMAZINGLY GREAT this year :)))))))))) I so love the shows… DH had kinda poor season 4, Heroes had amazingly bad season 2, but know they are both great again and I just can’t express how happy I am of that. I even made a Bree video a few days ago, it’s about her storyline in season 5, you can see it behind the cut. ( One Of The Brightest StarsCollapse )
And I’m not really done with my post, but I just need to watch more Ally McBeal :P